she just fade...

i try to look outside...
but my window is to shattered.

then i try to remember the outside,
that green tree,
the beautiful yellow flowers,
but all i can see, is the grey of my soul, even if i close my eyes... all i see is like a sketch in black and white.
with no colors and no feelings.

I have tried to scape, but this place... keeps me trapped in this fake illusion.

my mind start to fade once again, and my blood started to blow out of my wounds, i feel my heart beating slowly, hurtfully... remembering those days of glory when my life used to be mine, and not part of this city.

My light has almost gone, and not even the ember of you´r love keeps me awake in this nights of sorrow.

if i listen carefully... i can hear the outside.

but i only can hear bad news for me.

they always said... "She is fading, and we can´t do anything"

Then, i scream and scream, every time more louder, but they won´t heare my pale voice... screaming for live again.